Friday, July 22, 2011

It's (almost) my birthday. Now what?

Next Wednesday is my birthday, everyone. Yay.

For the first time in my entire life, I feel well, apathetic about my birthday. I have no emotion about it whatsoever. I am not excited, because I have to work that day from 11:00 a.m. to 8:00 p.m. (with two special programs during the day), which does away with any possibility of fun. I am not unhappy, because I really don't care how old or young I am. I am nothing.

That's what I find depressing.

Shouldn't birthdays be fun? Shouldn't I be excited about it? I feel like I SHOULD be. But that's not happening. Does this mean my birthday will not be happy?

I feel like a complete downer. Sorry. I promise I will be funny again, when I am less downtrodden by the summer reading program and miserable heat.

4 comments:

  1. You should be excited, you should! I am vastly older than you are, and my birthdays still get me all twitterpated.

    It's the heat. For SURE it's the heat. How can anyone stand it?

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  2. You should be excited!!

    I shall be excited enough for the both of us, because your birthday is a celebration of the fact you're here, and I for one am so, so glad you are.

    <3
    V

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  3. I will be sure to sing Happy Birthday to you in my head while sweating in the sun with all the other band nerds :)

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  4. Thanks, everyone! I am starting to feel a LITTLE more excited about it all, likely because when I left the house this morning, I didn't feel like keeling over from the deathly heat.

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